Monday, February 6, 2012

The Engagement

I never blaming you for the postponed  or totally cancelled? our engagement where it is supposed to be in Dec already. 


I can't lie to myself and yes I am hurt to face the miseriness. I am glad that I could finally accept this.
Never I ever thought that I could be this strong. I am almost hopeless to live my life with you. 


Miracles happened when I started making myself close to Him. He make me this strong and believe that you are the one for me.


oh Allah.. thank you for always giving me the best gift ever to have this kind of feeling that could never be explained. Save me, my family and all muslims in dunya and akhirah my Ya Rabb..


Amin...

Dear friend..

I just feel like blogging for today just cause I want to. okay? *lame* 

Anyhow, I just do care about a friend of mine. She is my colleague and best buddy in my work place. 
Today she called me in and I feel so touched to listen and heard her crying over the phone. Again, the story of life is most the same like mine previously. I could feel the sadness and hurt inside her. 

To be honest, I have been through all of the sadness just by remembering Allah and pray.
My heart could only be calm when I remember Allah and make most of the life with hard work and be patience.

Dear Tiqs, I hope you could still be strong as you are. Just don't cry and thinking too much because you feel like losing someone or something. Allah has better things to give to you. Allah surely giving you better replacement even if you losing the one that you loved the most. Remember, we could love someone but never beyond the level of loving Allah. That is why sometimes Allah giving a test of our level of patience.

Never regret to live in this world because Allah has something better for you.
I ever giving up few times but when I start to believe that there is help and miracles from Allah, since then I could find a way to living life calmly..

Friday, January 13, 2012

Life in sadness

I'm back to blog. in new year. 2012. expecting more on happiness to come instead there is always sadness in between. Why all in a sudden bad things happened in my life? It is all about the career. I am so done with all those tiring works. To be honest, I have done my part but feel never being appreciate by the management but to point finger on what had happened. Only Allah knows the best for me. I only hope for a better life. Nothing else to find in this world but only to pray and find a success way towards the end.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

towards the end as a fresh beginning..

I am back to blog ever since I left it for a year due to some reasons. I am back with a new life, new pools, new environment, new adventure and all are new. There's too much to be shared. I as I am still living life to the fullest. New is always be my magic word to start over life with strong spirit and self confidence so that I  could face the reality calmly.. Few years back I was still a student with nerdy spec hahaha.. and here I am now, working as a banker that has never been come across in mind to be one for future. Thanks to a friend of mine who introduced me 'this' bank to work with. You know who you are. I chose to work first is because of mom who asked me to do so. instead of further my study? It is okay as the sentence 'for you I will" is always be there for you mom.

The year 2011 is coming  towards the end. and now is a start of fresh new beginning of my new blog. and most probably in December or January 2012 will get engage with the beloved one and I am just still 21. Love never recognised age. I am accepting things that has been given to me as a gift from Allah. I never regret for being myself. I only just can't be myself if I were in the middle of deciding a big matter of life.
That's all about life so far..

I am getting blur and blur. (sleepy)

Ratzedah Hamzad