The Engagement

I never blaming you for the postponed  or totally cancelled? our engagement where it is supposed to be in Dec already. 


I can't lie to myself and yes I am hurt to face the miseriness. I am glad that I could finally accept this.
Never I ever thought that I could be this strong. I am almost hopeless to live my life with you. 


Miracles happened when I started making myself close to Him. He make me this strong and believe that you are the one for me.


oh Allah.. thank you for always giving me the best gift ever to have this kind of feeling that could never be explained. Save me, my family and all muslims in dunya and akhirah my Ya Rabb..


Amin...

Dear friend..

I just feel like blogging for today just cause I want to. okay? *lame* 

Anyhow, I just do care about a friend of mine. She is my colleague and best buddy in my work place. 

Today she called me in and I feel so touched to listen and heard her crying over the phone. Again, the story of life is most the same like mine previously. I could feel the sadness and hurt inside her. 

To be honest, I have been through all of the sadness just by remembering Allah and pray.

My heart could only be calm when I remember Allah and make most of the life with hard work and be patience.

Dear Tiqs, I hope you could still be strong as you are. Just don't cry and thinking too much because you feel like losing someone or something. Allah has better things to give to you. Allah surely giving you better replacement even if you losing the one that you loved the most. Remember, we could love someone but never beyond the level of loving Allah. That is why sometimes Allah giving a test of our level of patience.

Never regret to live in this world because Allah has something better for you.

I ever giving up few times but when I start to believe that there is help and miracles from Allah, since then I could find a way to living life calmly..